depression
If it’s not depression it’s anxiety
If I'm not depressed from a lack of commissioned work, I'm anxious when I am commissioned. Fun.
3rd anniversary of cold water swimming
Two weeks ago was my 3rd anniversary of my first cold water dip. Over the years I’ve got a deeper understanding of myself. While it’s never resulted in depression curing euphoria or made stopped me having anxiety, I do keep returning to the sea. I remember being fascinated
Happy Queermas?
Let’s put a pin in Christmas for now. I’m half way through and I’m at the stage all I want for Christmas is not be disabled, able to just do stuff and not suffer from depression. My brain does not make it easy to do anything.
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How Linkin Park saved me!
It starts with one thing. I don’t know why. It doesn’t even matter how hard you try. I tried so hard and got so far. But in the end, it doesn’t even matter.
I don’t know what stressed me first or how the pressure was fed.
Thoughts on Headspace
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This week’s photo are from when I used to get the ferry ‘cross the Mersey. A lovely way to start the day and sail into Liverpool at sunrise.
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Are things actually saving me?
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This week’s photo are from a walk around Port Sunlight, a model village with strict rules about how maintain your house. Beautiful village.
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