The Only Voice I Can Hear
On losing my hearing, and what's left when the noise drowns out everyone but the voice in your own head
depression
Finally learning how to relax
After years of trying to find ways to relax with video games, I've discovered a different way doing something I never thought I could. Drawing.
What 5 years of cold water swimming has done for me
After 5 years of cold water dipping, has it saved me? Cured my anxiety? Made me buy shares in Dryrobe?
Becoming an optimist
Over the years of dealing with depression I've found myself becoming an optimist. But how? My identity is sarcasm not inspirational affirmations.
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If it’s not depression it’s anxiety
If I'm not depressed from a lack of commissioned work, I'm anxious when I am commissioned. Fun.
3rd anniversary of cold water swimming
A look back at the past three years of bouncing around in cold water
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Happy Queermas?
Let’s put a pin in Christmas for now. I’m half way through and I’m at the stage all I want for Christmas is not be disabled, able to just do stuff and not suffer from depression. My brain does not make it easy to do anything. I’
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How Linkin Park saved me!
It starts with one thing. I don’t know why. It doesn’t even matter how hard you try. I tried so hard and got so far. But in the end, it doesn’t even matter. I don’t know what stressed me first or how the pressure was fed.
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Thoughts on Headspace
hello camera This week’s photo are from when I used to get the ferry ‘cross the Mersey. A lovely way to start the day and sail into Liverpool at sunrise. You can get prints of the photos in this weeks newsletter on my print store or you can tip
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Are things actually saving me?
hello camera This week’s photo are from a walk around Port Sunlight, a model village with strict rules about how maintain your house. Beautiful village. You can get prints of the photos in this weeks newsletter on my print store or you can tip me on Ko-Fi so
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What do I want?
hello camera This week’s photo are from a walk into Liverpool from a few years ago. You can get prints of the photos in this weeks newsletter on my print store or you can tip me on Ko-Fi so I can buy film for my camera. What do
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Nope
hello camera This week’s photo is from bonfire night in New Brighton looking towards the Liverpool 2 dock terminal. You can get prints of the photos in this weeks newsletter on my print store or you can tip me on Ko-Fi so I can buy film for my